04 juillet 2009
Soramimi BLUE TRÒCHE
I know the real lyrics now, but I found the soramimi I made back in the time... X'D
Do let your pace go wrong now
Make it roll bait on me tower
I prefer to kick cold maid in cake
Come up me and grab me booty, handsome
Keep going!
Come up me might you be a daring doll
LOL!!
Come up me and grab me booty, handsome...
This is SO FITTING with Dada...
He did have a nice booty :B
Wasn't there a song (I remember I hated it) that was called Bootylicious? By... Destiny's Child if I remember correctly... anyway, whatever... Dada is bootylicious...
Gah, I'll try to re-learn the song by my soramimi instead of the real lyrics, it's MUCH MORE funny!
I love making soramimi!! ;_____;/♥
*the good thing is that I actually had some words right, OMG!*
I'm Usually Not That Big Of A Fan...
... of Kris Wilson's comics...
But, I don't know why... this one appealed to me a lot more than any others...
Scream by `kris-wilson on deviantART
You Don't Care...
I was sick of seeing what is probably my favourite Pride of Mind's song next to Material World being called "Unknown" for the simple fact that Haruna never mentioned its title... seriously... this is simple...
ALL Pride of Mind's songs have English titles, except for Salome [ 機械仕掛のロマンス ] and 光りの中で
Salome had a Japanese PARENTHESIS!! OMG!
And 光りの中で featured on a compilation from the label... OMG!
This doesn't really count in my opinion...
They were a New Wave band, and New Wave is ENGLISH...
I'm pretty sure the unknown song is called War
Because Haruna says it numerous times by the end...
The slightly more aggressive beat of this song would stick pretty much with War as well...
SO... I changed its title... for those who got my audio rip of the tape from my second blog, if you want to change it as well, you may... I will upload the revised version and change the download link so people will get this song tagged as War instead of Unknown...
It's on my "to-do-while-in-Japan" list to try and find Atsushi Fukuyama to ask him what was the title to this damn song... if anything, I'm pretty much sure it's War... or, at least, it has War in the title...
I also just noticed that LastFM NEVER scrobbled my listening to the track called Unknown D8 damn, if anything, Pride of Mind would probably be topping over 10,000 plays with Velvet Eden... damn it!
I should have followed my idea the very instant I ripped the audio from the live, I should have called it War... *sigh*
It's not that bad... I'll keep on listening to Haruna-sama... if only my sister stopped dissing on him! T___T
The hell I care if he's scary and if he had as much charisma as a Corn Flakes box (during Malice Mizer, because in Pride of Mind he totally kicked ass and his dancing was awesome!) he still is an extremely talented singer, even if is voice doesn't mix with many types of music, this man is truly wonderful, an experienced ear can at least appreciate that... because, in Japan, I feel that a lot of people just improvise themselves as vocalist, when they have no experience at all, can't sing right and/or in tempo...
Feeling Bold... Taking The Risk...
Victoria by *Orlagoth on deviantART
I posted my love, Victoria, on DevianTART...
I hope she doesn't get stolen... like most of my original characters did...
I took precautions... so I believe everything will be alright...
And... who knows...
Maybe this will make me want to post original art again on that damn site!
*sigh*
Retarded...
LOL!
I've been reading back some part of fanfics I wrote... X'D
Yeah, I'm going to sound of so totally egocentric... but god, do I love my sense of humour!
It's
mostly ridiculously funny all over and not very self-engorging mindless
smut... okay, there's smut... sure... but, there's more story than just
sex... but sex is fun... anyway, the J-world in my head is very well represented in my comics, so my fics follow the same way... so it's mostly just lulz... but there is also drama, a fic without angst isn't truly a fic!
So well... I can't believe it, but I actually wrote like... 3 pages and a half tonight! In about an hour and a half... that's 3 pages on both sides, so it makes 7 pages total, with the half one...
It's actually the beginning to a story... I only had the middle written down, now most of the beginning is done, and the ending will mostly be just sex (because that's the way a good story ends, doesn't it)
Well, actually, it's not like... the end... but I've decided not to carry on with a full story with numerous pairings, I'll just go for an overall scene for every situation, the hell if everything doesn't connect altogether, this will all be in the same storyline and time, and there will be allusions to other parts in many chapters, but this won't be like reading a novel... I'll just try to write everything I have... and maybe I'll connect that up once everything is done... anyway... I'll just try to finish this part I worked on tonight... then I'll post it, and maybe my readers feedback will encourage me into finishing some more stuff... because I have LOADS of things written, but then all lack either beginning, development or end... so yeah...
I'll say on my blog once something will be posted...
I still stick to my formula of posting this to my LiveJournal into a FRIENDS ONLY entry... so add me if you want to read because I sure will be way too bitchy to send it to everybody personally by email... especially because Hotmail sucks and screws everything up... so yeah, if you don't have a LiveJournal account, then create one, it takes a damn minute!
Sure, maybe someday I'll post my fics to Fanfiction.net but this will be MUCH later when I will have most of them written down into LJ... so if you don't want to wait endlessly for them... the link to my LiveJournal account is on the left... and, if I don't really know you (meaning, we aren't MSN buddies) please send me a message when you add me, that you want to read my fics, you came because you read about it on my blog... blah blah blah whatever you want... because there are way too many creeps trying to add me, and I don't want to loose time adding them back to delete them in a week because they're just some of my stalkers or whatever...
If we're msn buddies, I'll probably recognize you from username (unless what you use on LJ is fvcking different from msn) so well... yeah, if you're not sure, say hello it's *whoever you are*
Sorry I am being so bitchy about this... but I really had very bad experiences from trusting people online like an idiot... this was before, this is now... I want to know who are the people that will read my mindless writings...
Thank you very much...
Oh, and yes, the fics are in English...
And the story I am currently completing is with Seiji/K
(yes, you read right, Seiji on top... woot! there will be fairplay, don't worry...)
Awww... I Loved That One!
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It's so cute... like it's from the mind of a child...
03 juillet 2009
This Is What Makes A Gloomy Day... Perfect!
Chihiro-sama!! *o*
This is the first time I get to see and hear Miss Walküre, she's fvcking amazing!! O___O
But, yeah... Chihiro...
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Dear sweet lord, I think it's the first time I see him in PANTS! D8
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*I wish SiSeN uploads more video of them*
Aksldfjgjdklsldjfhgagsd!!
Ryonai announced the guests that will help him with the live revival of Blam Honey!
Guest Vocal: DJ 千尋
Guest Vocal: Selia
Guest Vocal: GPK
Guest Kiwamu: Guitar
Okay... duh... Ken and Kiwamu... I saw this coming... and... tsst... >____>
But... OMFG!! Chihiro and Selia!! D8
This will be... the most beautiful thing to ever happen... seriously!!
Nakki, you are the luckiest person in the world for going! *o*
You better give me details of how awesome it was Ò____Ó
*goes to nosebleed elsewhere*
Comics, Clarification And Such...
O___________O
I just went to my DevianTART gallery to check out when was my last Velvet Eden comic...
So... let aside the Dada on Girafarig, because it was not really a comic, and it's NOT Velvet Eden if Kalm is not here... (this being said, I need to draw Kalm with a Pokémon companion... which would be Sneasel...)
Because Kalm loves cats, and Sneasel seems to have flower petals, or whatever they are, which could be easily adapted in spotted pink, to be like Kalmia flowers... and it would be easy to draw a Sneasel with weird empty eyes... :)
ANYWAY...
My last Velvet Eden related comic was Romanticism... ;__________; which takes us back to May 30!!!
Romanticism by *Orlagoth on deviantART
FVCK!! OVER A MONTH WITHOUT VELVET EDEN COMIC!!
WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING THIS WHOLE TIME?!?
*ahem* You fvcking retard has been busy listening to Brain Hacker and drawing super gay stuff including Seiji and Nobu... Ò____Ó
Hehehe...
Speaking of which... that gratuitous drawing I talked about not too long ago, saying I would not post it... well... I still haven't decided whether I'd post it or not... anyway, it's far from being done... BUT... post it or not... here's like... a totally unfinished part... I've cropped like... 90% of the rest of the drawing... since the lineart is not even complete... and I don't know if yes or no... this will end up fully finished on the internet... but maybe... probably...
I know that making up pairings is the pastime of fangirls... and I claim not to be a fangirl...
Well... I am not... no matter what I think about/write/draw...
Since I really don't give a fvck about the people I admire private life... I prefer making up one in my mind... I know for sure it's not reality, and I don't care! If Seiji is married and has children... I'm SUPER happy for him! Same applies for anyone... but I've got no interest in knowing if he actually IS married or whatever... I don't want to know, I don't care... I don't even care seeing anyone without makeup or not... when it happens, well... yeah, it's nice to see the difference, but it's not what will keep me from sleeping at night (that's a figure of speech, by the way)
There's a little world in my head... in which stuff are like this... and it keeps me from just asking myself questions about one's private life... I don't care about their private life, I made up one, and I do share some chapters with the people around me... just for the lulz... I'm not writing fanfictions to indulge on some horny fangirlish fantasy... I don't make pairings of two hot men I like so they look even hotter together... the hell I care! One of my favourite pairing is Közi/Yu~ki... and I really don't think that Közi is a beautiful guy =/ he's got pretty legs, sure... but, to me, he's more of a kickass musician... he's not really attractive in my opinion... even though I know that MANY people think the opposite... and that's fine... if we all thought the same, it would be boring, and there would be much fighting over the SEXIEST man on the planet, ne?
So yeah... my mind is but an alternate universe in which people exist for me... and it's fine, nobody has to worry, because as I am not a fangirl... not everybody is gay, there's no orgies, and nobody is getting raped...
The only thing I care about the people I admire life is that they are happy, and keep up the good work, so I can be happy as well... because music is more important than the air I breath... music is my universe, music is my everything.... I will die the day music ceases to exist... as long as there is music, I am eternal...
(and yeah... the noise from a refrigerator cooling down can be music to my ears... so as long as there is sound/noise, I am eternal... and eternally happy...)
Damn You, Ameba!
SERIOUSLY!!
Okay, I was able to reorder stuff around, make my blog and profile look... acceptable... but how the hell do I change the damn banner?!
I just want to change my banner, I'll keep the rest of the theme because it's actually pretty neat, but this would be a lot neater if I could make myself a custom banner... because that would kick ass... >____>
But it's already so difficult to find your way around a Japanese site... and, yeah, I've haven't been a member for a really long time... so I'm even MOAR confused!!
How can you see who visits your blog?! O____Ô
Isn't there a function for this??
And the most annoying fvcking thing is the obligatory messaging!!
GAH!!!
Every time you want to send a "friend request" or to subscribe as a reader (not an invisible one) you have to send a damn message to the person you're requesting... I feel like a fvcking creepy stalking fan Ò______Ó I HATE IT! I mean, yeah, okay, it makes things more... personal... but the hell we care! What the fvck do I say to those people anyway? "Yeah, like... hello, I admire you so I read your blog every day even though I can't read Japanese, I totally love it, so that's why I added you!"
Hurhurhurhurhurhur! 
This is so freaking stupid ;_______;
I don't know what to say, I feel REALLY like a damn stalker...
Okay, I am a stalker... well... no... I just love to read blogs, not that I care about anybody's life... it's more to be first informed on musical updates... and sometimes have a good laugh because Japanese people are quite silly...
And the hell about sending a message for adding a person, I write the damn message in English... if anything, they barely read it, smile and are like.... tsst! foreign fans don't even know Japanese and yet try to use Ameba! What a bunch of weirdos! Ò_____Ò
I'm not a fan! I'm an admirer, and this is NOT the same thing... but you don't explain this on Ameba, furthermore to people who don't give a fvcking fvck about you and probably just add any creepy fangirls/fanboys coming around and are confronted to retardness every freaking day!
Gosh, being famous must SUCK!!
I'm totally not famous, and I already think I get too much attention from many random people...
And, the worst thing is that, apparently, I got a solid fanbase, but I'm not even aware of this...
Some people hate me, sure! And FINE!!! Because all those people who don't take kindly to me, I noticed, are a bunch of freaking creeps that I really wouldn't want as friends O____Ô And, I mean, if you don't have anything better to do with your life than to use your energies in hating ME... I'm NOBODY!! I live in a lost village in the middle of the wood... who cares about me... and what's the point in hating someone or something?
The things I dislike, I just don't think about them and I don't care... I don't even want to talk about it... unless it has been bugging me up for a long time, I will just mention it to relieve some pressure... and then it's over, let's talk about happy stuff instead!
I don't rant about bands I literally HATE...
I rant about Moi dix Mois, but I listen to them... and I care about what they do artistically because I used to admire Mana... and now, well... they make me laugh, so they make me happy by failing... I know it might sounds weird... and no matter what I can say about them... Moi dix Mois holds a special place in my heart...
So does Vaisselle P.Q.
I mean, I fvcking HATE Dir en Grey... do you hear me complain and rant about them? NO!
Do I waste my time listening to their albums? NO!
Because I know that I will hate it...
There are stuff that just don't matches up with one's personality and tastes... Dir en Grey doesn't match with mine... if you love them, AWESOME! Just don't try to get me to love them... I don't...
Yeah, their Obscure PV was pretty awesome... but... meh...
Whatever!
That will be enough talking on Dir en Grey for this year! X'D
Anyway, they got way too many brainless fans, I feel dirty for being "part of the gang" when I do love a very popular band that has retarded fans... no, wait... there are retarded fans EVERYWHERE and for EVERY BANDS! But well... sometimes It's more obvious than others... Moi dix Mois and Versailles have too many retarded fans, so I feel very guilty when I listen to them... well... I feel guilty because Moi dix Mois is a total waste of talent... but, Versailles, I do really love two songs, so I feel awful because I'm like... part of the people who likes them... and the average I.Q. of those people is most probably below 30...
I don't feel guilty for Malice Mizer... except for loving Klaha's era, because Klaha's fangirls are REALLY fvcked up O____O anyway, my favourite was Tetsu... so I'm safe...
Are there retarded Velvet Eden fans?
I only found one... O____Ô
Velvet Eden sure don't have that big of a fanbase... but I just never saw stuff like "OMG DADA, SUGOI SO KAWAII!! I WANT TO RAPE HIM!!"
And well... if Dada had fangirls, I wouldn't really care, because I'm all about Kalm
Okay, my nose almost bleed when I see Dada's dancing... but he's much more a comical relief to me...
Kalm is... *o*
And this, no matter how much his eyes scare me...
...
Okay... yeah... let's stop it right there...
I read what I just wrote.... this post started as a rant on Ameba... then drifted off to my opinion on bands and fans... and now I'm going on the dangerous subject of Velvet Eden, and if I don't stop RIGHT NOW... I know I'll just be talking about how awesome of a duo they were and how I love Dada's thong and Kalm's noodle dance... and so on and so on!
So yeah... end of post...
Speaking of which... this has been quite a long time since I last posted a Velvet Eden related comic!
I MISS YOU, PRECIOUS!!!
